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Words. We express. We work. We get serious. We play. We swear. It all combines into one thing - words. How goofy or how serious we are, or how much we love or hate someone, its all crystal clear with words. As a baby, we try to learn as much words as we can. So we can be like adults, communicate with people and laugh with people who actually understands you and really think that you are funny. And try to let people what it is that we want.

But as we grow older. It becomes harder to ask for somethin we really wanted. Its the human-brain that is playing. Playing other people, and ourselves with all the mysteries and quiz that we think its fun, and think that we have all the time we got. We talk abit, we smile, we wink.

Maybe the next minute the person is dead. Its just not worth playing about.

In this world, people are catergorized in 2. Ones who love surprises. Ones who seriously dont. Believe it or not, im right in the middle. Life is really freakin boring without surprises in life. Bad ones makes you feel pissed. Good ones makes you feel good.

I cant imagine the world without anger. Without anger. This world is not that fun anymore. =)

Im confused with the wrong and right signals in our brain. We wanted to crush the person so bad. But yet i still care. Someone tried to hurt them. We try our best to defend them anyway. Its like this invisible circle. You cant get out of it. It will always be with you. All we have to do, its just to pray we have memory-lost, so that we can move on.

We move on, cause as humans, we make mistakes. Even though how good your intention is, you are going to hurt someone no matter how or when. You will. We live. We learn. We die. People change. Life IS change. Flaws and weaknesses wont be gone tomorrow, but we MUST try. To move on. To let go. Knowing that life is actually nothing, but a fast starting and ending. One who change for better, or for worst. We must be their side, to support them. Knowing they are not alone. Let them know, yes, you changed. So what. We will always stand by your side. We as human, accept the fact about change, about life, about the things we actually care, other than stupid things. Fashion, cuteness, love. It will come when its time. Or it wont come at all. So dont push it.

Yeah, im fat, ugly, stupid, annoying, emo, dark and twisty. Whatever. Im the president of people with crappy lifes. YEAH, BIG boohoo for me.

At least i moved on and i learn!

FIGHTTTTT!! ;]

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- M o n G i e Z -