I'm still the ugly duckling. :)

Internet dating.

Nothing more scares the crap out of me, especially those two words over there. Why?, you might ask. Well, it's because that is one of those things that makes you feel even more terrible about your own appearance and all that ring-a-ling.

Well, maybe it's only me. And i'm about to do something which i think i might regret doing haha, so bear with me.

And just a side note, i bearly remember these people. I'm what, 13 at that time? Who on earth remembers? :D

I met a 'god-brother' online, from friendster, to be more precise. Yeah, at that period the whole godbrother godsister is really popular on friendster.

Thank God there's Facebook now.

Anyways, through him, i met a guy. Online. Stupid, i know. But i WAS ONLY 13, bear in mind. And i dont have those crazy parents that guide you to use internet like lollipop ladies guide kids across the street.

So, we set up a date in Time Square. I went with my friends, so does he. I dont remember his face at all, haha. I just remember he's short. After we met, we didnt even watch movie, we just go our own separate ways.

The part where is kinda a train wreck, is that my godbrother told me that he told him that i was so ugly-looking that he cant even eat that day. As you can imagine, i was only 13, which means im even more terrible looking than i am now. I'm still ugly now, but hey, its my genes. Whatevs. :D

Being perfect is so overrated. ;D

So this is my point. Falling in love on the internet? Seriously? You dont know me. You didnt see me in real life. You dont even know what is my true personality! I can be a crazy person, a muderer, a cage fighter! Okay, point is - you dont know me! How can you fall in love with me?!

I'm just trying to make a point, not happening in my life now lol. I'm giving my real life examples about the ugly duckling experience. I have always wonder what happened to that minger. :P

*no offence to that person, if he even remembers me lol.

So, heres my story. What's your story? :D

Mongie.