Speechless for years. Avoid contact for years. No greeting for years. No smile for years.
I lie to myself, saying everything was okay even with the situation like this, it's a normal reaction. Every action has a reaction, isnt it?
As I placed my head on my pillow and head off to dreamland, I dreamt about you. In fact, I'm not going to lie. All these while, as time passes by, you appeared in my dreams very often. Creepy isn't it?
It was so frequent, that i even thought i was having mental breakdown. Was I missing you so badly? I never wanted to answer myself, pathetic-ly.
But I remember this dream, we just talk. A simple task, just a very simple everyday life task that everybody does, but you and I never did.
We talked, holding hands ( which is weird, because we dont do that obviously DUH) and just walk around the strange place. We just talked. I said i miss you. You smiled. Our connection is the most valuable thing I had, lost, never gain it back like I should have.
The sound, the sight and even the touch was so real, I hope this dream never ends.
But as I woke up the next morning, I said this to myself.
As long as you are okay, I will be happy too. Hope that you are doing well.
Thank you for the laughters that you once gave me. I love you.
Mongie.
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