I wanna bite you back, it's because you saved me! ♥

Nothing else can heal me internally, except for my peppermint tea. I bought em like a week ago and i started to drink them - and i cant stop! HELP!

It's pretty much an addiction. Sad. But its way better than being addicted to Hooper's Hooch right? There's a time where i wanted it very much, then it subsided very soon. HOOPLA.

Besides my blog is updated, my wardrobe is updated too! I'm so excited for Chinese New Year (TONG TONG CHIANG, WEH!) because literally that's the only time i can wear my new shiny sundresses. ME HEARTS! I'm tired of being known as the emo girl who always wears jeans and black t-shirt.

It's saddd. xD

So i try to turn my emo image around and be all sunshine and happy and light! No more dark and twisty like Meredith Grey. More sunshine bubbly like Izzie Stevens. :)

And by the way, the Grey's Anatomy 2009 calender is still hanging there, untouched since November. Oh well, at least I get to see McSteamy everytime i turn around when i'm doing my homework.

*Homework - turn - mcsteamy in the face - wooooo - buat lagi homework*

The system never fails.

So~ My drum lesson is doing well (SHRING)! My drum sifu say i was above average, thanks to the blessing from a fellow drummer Kun Huat HOHO. And also my skills *perasan*

>:D

And school is, ya know. Pretty cool! But I know after a few months, school is probably gonna sapu us habis habis, push us to our core about SPM. One of the many reasons why i love school so much, it sure as hell pushes you to your bloody limit lol.

Anddd I finally searched my answer to my dont know how many centuries already punya problem, today! In school! Weird, i know. But its a very calm finding, the results is just soul-lifting. Im as light as a bird today~ (mentally btw, physically im still as heavy as a Boeing 747.)

ALL of the problem and all the bullocks, its just because of ME, myself and I. I myself too shallow, I myself too childish, I myself cari pasal, I myself holding a crazy grudge over nothing! It's my fault, not others! - The most important thing I found out without my delusional glasses on! So, after exposing myself back to the environment like that, i finally know how RIGHT it feels. How it used to be, it used to be so simple. I MYSELF complicated it.

Doesn't mean i've always been a hater or a troll on Youtube ( hate those gay-calling trolls, no life aura BLING BLING ) ! It just mean that, I've solve a crazy roller-coaster ride puzzle today. And, it doesnt concern any hatred at all. And that's just. Happy.

Thank you, Lion Club.

Like Lyn said : "KAKA ROAR!" :P

Literally it saved my life. ^_^

Mongie.