Currently listening to : On The Brightside - NeverShoutNever!
Today i revisited my old abandoned blog. It's dark and black, it's basically just post after post after post after post of all things that i, well, basically don't really care.
One of them where
WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 11, 2009
They say. In any kind of worse case scenarios or in life, we must hope for the best and prepare for the worse. But seriously. That never occurs. Honestly? Humans are there, only to hope for the best - and is never prepared for the worst. We tend to think we prepared. We tend to think its under control.
Too bad its not.
At some point, its the same thing. People put on tons of hopes and dreams, but the second comes, bringing ~ maybe his friend - the obsticles. Which blocks out the hope and dreams we used to stuff it into our brain. People turn to any option. Either sulk and cry like a baby, or just plain give up with the temper. As some people in this world, thank God who is strong enough to stay. And will try his or her best to work things out.
To me, they ALREADY lead a successful life.
Okay. My freaking point is. Do not give up. Nobody has a freaking black cloud following around you. You will have good days, and also bad days. Try to live it fully when its good, fight like hell when its bad.
People never do everything as what the mouth or mind tells you today. Really, they will change even with a slightly bit of chance they get. This, is what i call smart. Cause you see a wall, and you just smash your head right thru it. Please. You just walk OVER it. In this world, people around us make mistakes. They make us angry, sad or just plain pissed off. Now heres the cutest part about us humans. They TRY to be rasional. They TRY to be forgivable, happy, cheerful, cool. In one sentence, they TRY to be all 'rise-above'.
"Awwwwww, its okayy. Just because you cheated on my boyfriend / girlfriend doesnt mean i'll be mad at you forever!"
Or something worst like that.
Cheated on your boyfriend / girlfriend, people. This aint saint place.
Yes, they get all 'rise-above'. I know. They seem happy, like nothing happen. But inside their hearts, you have no idea how much you hurt them. How angry are they inside. How pissed they are inside. You dont have a mood-detecter, people. Dont bother sucking up by making them happy and try to make it up to them. Cause a wound like this needs lots and lots of time to heal. Okay, and some will have evil revenge planing to make your life as miserable as his / hers. Cant help you with that. The target is locked.
'Rise-above', to me, its kinda a crap.
If you want to relieve that angry and sadness about them (eh, people, in a positive way ah, dont go around killing people aah, got karma wan ah i tell you). JUST GO THERE ALREADY!
Too bad its not.
At some point, its the same thing. People put on tons of hopes and dreams, but the second comes, bringing ~ maybe his friend - the obsticles. Which blocks out the hope and dreams we used to stuff it into our brain. People turn to any option. Either sulk and cry like a baby, or just plain give up with the temper. As some people in this world, thank God who is strong enough to stay. And will try his or her best to work things out.
To me, they ALREADY lead a successful life.
Okay. My freaking point is. Do not give up. Nobody has a freaking black cloud following around you. You will have good days, and also bad days. Try to live it fully when its good, fight like hell when its bad.
People never do everything as what the mouth or mind tells you today. Really, they will change even with a slightly bit of chance they get. This, is what i call smart. Cause you see a wall, and you just smash your head right thru it. Please. You just walk OVER it. In this world, people around us make mistakes. They make us angry, sad or just plain pissed off. Now heres the cutest part about us humans. They TRY to be rasional. They TRY to be forgivable, happy, cheerful, cool. In one sentence, they TRY to be all 'rise-above'.
"Awwwwww, its okayy. Just because you cheated on my boyfriend / girlfriend doesnt mean i'll be mad at you forever!"
Or something worst like that.
Cheated on your boyfriend / girlfriend, people. This aint saint place.
Yes, they get all 'rise-above'. I know. They seem happy, like nothing happen. But inside their hearts, you have no idea how much you hurt them. How angry are they inside. How pissed they are inside. You dont have a mood-detecter, people. Dont bother sucking up by making them happy and try to make it up to them. Cause a wound like this needs lots and lots of time to heal. Okay, and some will have evil revenge planing to make your life as miserable as his / hers. Cant help you with that. The target is locked.
'Rise-above', to me, its kinda a crap.
If you want to relieve that angry and sadness about them (eh, people, in a positive way ah, dont go around killing people aah, got karma wan ah i tell you). JUST GO THERE ALREADY!
Crazy emo-ish right? I scared myself when i read it a moment ago.
Remember back in kindergarden or primary school, there's always a kid in every school that we never dare to offend or dare to say 'no' because we want to keep the friendship or even lamer, the invisible wall over us and them? It seems that they are somewhat special, powerful among the hallways and playgrounds.
But as we grow up, even from my view of when I am 14 or I am 17 now. It may seem only a few years apart, but there are many things i learned, i hear, i feel.
Sometimes it is necessary to offend someone, in order for them to know that you are stable on your feet as you believe deeply about something that they might NOT agree on or what it is wrong. To see that you are serious about something. That you MEAN it when you say no. Learn how to say no, sometimes is not such a bad thing.
We see things that we want to see. We hear things that we want to hear. We feel what we want to feel.
So when you see everybody has a boyfriend / girfriend, you start to think is there something wrong with you and the haunting begins as you always see boys or girls as potential mates instead of friends.
Honestly. Not everybody has a boyfriend or girlfriend. You just see what you want to see : people with boyfriend or girlfriends. x)
So you always hear people say bad stuff about somebody else. You start to worry whether will you be the one that people can one day gossip about you. From that moment, you try to please or try to be good and obedient to whatever people say. It creates an illusion that you're save. Truth is, we never were. Let them speak, let them say. If you are innocent - move on. What do you have to worry about? Defend yourself.
So you feel that this world is not fair and it's always dark and twisty. You FEEL that nothing good is going to happen to you. Well, i say, feelings are strong. They come from the beginning of any event, not DURING an event. One of my friend asked me, 'why are you so cheerful every time i talked to you? xD' on MSN.
I answered : ' It's because I choose to be. Simple. :) '
I'm 17. My bone growth graph shows that it's still moving up, growing strong. I have yet to discover the dreadfulness of driving as all the adults say. I have yet to choose my career. I have yet to get hurt.
I. Am a puppy. In fact we are all puppies.
We have not feel the pain that adults have feel. The choosing part. The money part. The rental part. The work part. Correction, we're not puppies. We're actually, foetus. Our life is protected by guardians, parents, friends.
But as we grow apart, we're on our own.
Honestly? We are not ready. We never will - because we have not been hurt YET.
Looking at my 2 o'clock direction, my clock says it's already 12.25am. :)
CONCLUSION IS.
We're humans. We're build to do many things, including lying hurting and also - being a monster. We want more. We want everything.
Mongie.
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