wish bottle.

And there was New York. New York. She poison your sweet mind.

My God, i LOVE that song.

Paloma Faith - New York

Currently it's raining, and this song was so sad. Totally suited my gloomy mood. Yes, I'm in a quite sad mood. Suddenly everything just tumbles down, made me looked at the world, yet again the images are even more materialistic on how this world actually is.

I was cleaning my room today (SEE, LYN? I LISTEN TO YOU WAN! xD..) and I was wiping my table. But with my fat clumsy hands, I accidentally knocked my wish bottle onto the floor. The wish bottle was made out of glass and inside there was a lot of shiny glitter and tiny shiny particle (God knows what it is), and it just shattered in front of my eyes as thousands of sparkles sprinkle onto the floor.

I got mad. Then i got sad. My little wishes in tiny paper rolls just lay on the floor, like they are modeling or something. So I picked it up. So i suddenly have the curiousity to open and take a look on what I wrote a few years ago. So i sat on my bed and read each and every one of the wishes.

Wishes.
#1 : 我希望世界平平安安, 不要有战争.
#2 : 我希望我与好友们永远在一起, 快快乐乐.
#3 : 我希望考试可以拿不错的成绩.
#4 : 我希望一家人开开心心平平安安地过日子.
#5 : 我希望自己会永远快乐.

After reading my 5 wishes. I laugh. It's not that I'm laughing about the typical wishes that I wrote, I'm laughing about how stupid and how naive I am at that stage. And there is where I start to rethink about things I have never thought about these days - wishes will never come true unless you act on it.

Wish number 1, I wish for world peace. Don't get offended, but I believe world peace will never be achieved. NEVER say I don't want world peace, because I truly do. But let's face it. All of us, everybody all around the world, and i mean in every corner of this earth where human exist, will never have a moment of peace. It is impossible. Don't give me that nothing is impossible crap, because we all already faced things that did show impossible achievement. Impossible height. Impossible miracles that we wish were there.

Wish number 2 , I wish my buddies and I will always be together and always be happy. What a joke. Forever together is never, forever happy is never. So, instead wanting to be always together and happy forever. I want to spend as many time as I can to be with my friends, and to be forgiving and to be patient with each other. Loving, caring and whatever it is.

Wish number 3, I wish that I can get good result in my examinations. What the fuck? One rule, simple enough. You work hard, you will get good results. You work like sloth, you will get shitty results. Simple.

Wish number 4, I wish that my family will always be happy and peaceful. What is this, heaven? Every family in this world will always have arguments, fights, tears, scars. So? We should embrace them. Be as happy as we can when the family is having a great time, and just be patient with each other when there are conflicts. Chillax.

Wish number 5, I wish for my own happiness to come. Honey, there are no such thing as happiness knocking on your door. It's US who have to knock on happiness' door and tell em that you need em. What is happiness? There are a lot of definition of happiness in this whole wide world, but the real definition is inside of you.

You just gotta find it on your own.

Love, Mongie.