I'm still the ugly duckling. :)

Internet dating.

Nothing more scares the crap out of me, especially those two words over there. Why?, you might ask. Well, it's because that is one of those things that makes you feel even more terrible about your own appearance and all that ring-a-ling.

Well, maybe it's only me. And i'm about to do something which i think i might regret doing haha, so bear with me.

And just a side note, i bearly remember these people. I'm what, 13 at that time? Who on earth remembers? :D

I met a 'god-brother' online, from friendster, to be more precise. Yeah, at that period the whole godbrother godsister is really popular on friendster.

Thank God there's Facebook now.

Anyways, through him, i met a guy. Online. Stupid, i know. But i WAS ONLY 13, bear in mind. And i dont have those crazy parents that guide you to use internet like lollipop ladies guide kids across the street.

So, we set up a date in Time Square. I went with my friends, so does he. I dont remember his face at all, haha. I just remember he's short. After we met, we didnt even watch movie, we just go our own separate ways.

The part where is kinda a train wreck, is that my godbrother told me that he told him that i was so ugly-looking that he cant even eat that day. As you can imagine, i was only 13, which means im even more terrible looking than i am now. I'm still ugly now, but hey, its my genes. Whatevs. :D

Being perfect is so overrated. ;D

So this is my point. Falling in love on the internet? Seriously? You dont know me. You didnt see me in real life. You dont even know what is my true personality! I can be a crazy person, a muderer, a cage fighter! Okay, point is - you dont know me! How can you fall in love with me?!

I'm just trying to make a point, not happening in my life now lol. I'm giving my real life examples about the ugly duckling experience. I have always wonder what happened to that minger. :P

*no offence to that person, if he even remembers me lol.

So, heres my story. What's your story? :D

Mongie.

The Runaways.

Saw a trailer for the movie called The Runaways. Basically its about the story of the groundbreaking '70s female rock group the Runaways. I saw the trailer, and honestly I can't wait to check it out. I have a feeling Kristen Steward will nail this role, for real. Check it out yourself.




PEACE! <3

ShaneDawson & The Beautiful Life.

Currently when im typing this, I am yawning and twisting and turning like an uneasy marshmallow.

I was going through with the book list for next year. And i feel like i was going to die. Not because next year it's time to meet our maker cause SPM is getting near each day, but its because of the book price. And we must have a dictionary. ...So you're implying we dont have dictionary of our own. Right. :D

And luckily I have buddies in form 5 last year, so at least they can help me save some baby ka-ching! :D..

So. Nothing much to update. Cause I'm pretty much grounded until next year due to the 'accident'. I cant see the faces of people unless on Sunday, which is my drum class. And also to breakfast lunch and dinner. And shopping. Okay, my point is, im grounded. Shri-ing. So i can see all my friend's pretty faces next year. Yeepee.

Anymore things to update.. OH YEAH.

Shane Dawson, of course you all know him, ShaneDawsonTV on Youtube - he got like 1 million subscribers! YEEAYY! :D

I'm a fan, like honestly. (and i really want his t-shirts, grr!) He's funny and everything nice. So, I myself as a fan, am so happy for him. Congratulations Shane, you truly deserved it. And get well soon from your surgery! :)

ISNT HE CUTE?! :D

Okay, im done. xD

Anyways, I saw The Beautiful Life on Youtube - and i was HOOKED. Seriously! I really like it, cause it's not hard to watch (awkward actors, weird storylines, etc). It is certainly easy to follow, but most of all - its kinda interesting haha! So if you're bored, you can go check it out in Youtube. :)

Nights!,
Mongie.

Annual Buddy Trip! :D

So notice the epic fail column over there? Yeah, the reason i did that its because a) i fucking deserve that and b) i was supposed to vlog for my trip with my buddies, but i forgot to bring my netbook, and that's like a friggin fat 'FAIL' word slapped across my face.

Like i said, FAIL.

So, details, er, this is gonna sound LAME, but on the 12th of december me JoYi Celine Pui Teng & Vince went to Genting Highlands for some 'heavy' dose of fun. And this trip tells us that we should probably change our annual buddies outing to somewhere else, because yeah it's getting kinda BORING.

DAY 1 - So anyways, 4 of us girl went up first by bus and cable car, Vince have something to do. So we went to eat the most expensive chicken rice we ever had. Like I said, HEAVY DOSE OF FUN.

After having lunch, we just walked around n stuff. Then we decided to visit Ripley's Believe Or Not gallery. It's pretty cool. After that, we went for hi-tea in McDonalds. So soon Vince arrived, so we settle all the stuff like check in and our baggage and stuff. Pizza Hut for dinner! And Celine is a crazy cheese fan. :P

DAY 2 - WOKE UP EARLYYY. Got ready and out the door we marched to the outdoor theme park. Then theres cameras clicking, insane laughs, and much more crazy stuff i cant really give FULL details about, but that day is just plain AWESOME. AND I BUMPED INTO YI SHANE! xD... I was calling him Yi Shane, but he didnt hear me. I have to shout his full name, then he turned around and gave his 'butter' smile and said hi. xD... Oh yeah, btw, we went to Kenny Rogers for dinner. And for some reason, maybe we're lucky or something? The bills were wrong, and its their lose literally. I got a free dinner weh. :D

We bought movie tickets for 1.30am to watch Ninja Assassin. We bought the tickets at like 10.30pm? So we decided to go sleep for awhile, but in the end nobody did. xD

Ninja Assassin was. Wow. Awful is the word? I dont know. To me, it's kinda suitable to named it as 'The Ketchup Movie'. NOTE : Vince said he wanted to take the credit for naming it 'The ketchup movie', so okay, here you go. Credit. Yay. O_O.. VERY fake-looking blood is SPLASHING everywhere, sometimes i wonder will the ketchup fly off the screen and end up in our popcorn. So yeah, its kinda awful. After the movie, its like 3 something am. So we slowly wander here and there and laugh like lunatics and went back to our rooms.

DAY 3 - Actually we wanted to go for archery in the morning. But everybody was like so tired and fcuked up, so we just decided to go back home sweet home. Reached the bus station at 2pm. :)

FULL PHOTO : CLICK THE LINK BELOWWWW!

GENTING TRIP 2009

Mongie.

Censored frustration.

URGH.

I feel like smothering a marshmallow!

Smother choke kill stab pinch slap!

POS! BS! POC! MF! FW! FB! Erghhhh!

Okay. Now my anger has officially being transferred. WHEEHEE.

Errr more about my upcoming vlog this time, cause Yunzie want to know what kind of "awesomeness" is going on haha! Well it's only awesomeness to me lah, it would be pretty lame to the rest of the world. =P

So I just need to brief a little bit, I'm not gonna give details away. But in the end I'm pretty sure lots of you are gonna be like, "Oh, this is fucking lame." But I'm gonna do it anyways, so whatever lah.

So basically, it's just a 3 days 2 nights thing. I'm gonna record EVERYTHING. And of course I'm gonna edit it short, cause I don't want to bore you guys till you all scream MERCY. So it's just an annual thing, starting last year. So I thought might as well record it right? Lame to you, yes. Exciting to me, yeah. xD

So not gonna give much details away, its just like that, so I'll see you after 15th, GOODBYE. :D



-mongie-

Drum roll please!

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WHEEHEE! :D

Want new song lists? THIS IS THE PLACE FOR YOU! :D.. ..wtf lol.

12-12-2009! ZING!

So what's up? :)

Errr realized that i didn't vlog much. Cause honestly there's nothing to vlog about. SO! I will upload vlog which will be recorded at 12-12-2009 & so on. Stay tuned. And blahblahblah.

I'm so bloody excited that I was so hyper these days, I kept jumping around and shout : "yay 12th December!" like a moron. You dont have to bear with that, which is a great news. But my parents have to, so. :D

If you are bored, and you need fresh song list, this is for you!

Happy mood? I have a song lists for you. :)
`Koop - Come To Me
`Estrella - Stay [they are a Malaysian band so, support people!]
`Lisa Loeb - Fools Like Me
`Ben Lee - Catch My Disease
`Gran Bel Fisher - Bound By Love
`Sea Wolf - The Violet Hour [currently ADDICTED to this.]
`The Radio - Whatever Gets You Through Today [LOVE this one as well, check it out.]
`B.C.Camplight - Blood and Peanut Butter
`Jim Noir - I Me You I'm Yours
`Shapeshifters - New Day*
`Shapeshifters - Lola's Theme*
`Shapeshifters - Incredible*

*Listen to this especially if you love house.


Bad / sad mood? I have a song lists for you as well!
`Umbrellas - The City Lights
`Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
`Other Lives - Black Table
`The Hereafter - Back Where I Was
`Emiliana Torrini - Today Has Been Okay
`Laura Veirs - Rapture
`Get Set Go - I Hate Everyone [HILARIOUS song. love it.]
`Anna Nalick - Wreck Of The Day
`Joe Purdy - Suitcase
`Landon Pigg - Sailed On
`Way Out West - Dont Forget Me
`Joshua Radin - Closer
`Kate Havnevik - Unlike Me

Walking On The Beach / Calm / Whatever mood? You too. :)
`Iron and Wine - Naked As We Came
`The Cardigans - Live and Learn
`Anna Nalick - Catalyst
`Anya Marina - Move You
`Anya Marina - Miss Halfway
`Dido - Nobody Knows
`Sylvie Lewis - By Heart
`Thirteen Senses - Into The Fire
`Mat Kearney - Breathe In Breathe Out
`Delgados - I Fought The Angels
`Sia - Sunday
`Tegan and Sara - You Wouldn't Like Me
`Paolo Nutini - New Shoes [adore this!]
`Travis - Love Will Come Through
`We Are Scientist - The Great Escape [you'll love this if u like rock? I don't know. xD ]



Have Fun! :)

"Dangerous, is the man who has rationalized his emotions.

I still remember when i was younger, i used to say this : Officially, i hate having emotions.

Emotion has been causing me a lot of problems, OVER-emotional seems to be waving to me and say : "why, hello there. :D "

There are times where i really wish that i couldn't feel anything at all. Not that being able to feel is a sin, its just that i hate how emotions slips into my daily life and scare the hell out of people. When im happy im hyper and loud and cheerful people tend to freak out and run away. When im sad im emo and God its like the whole world is gonna fall apart (yeah right) people tend to freak out and run away anyway.

That concludes everything - i hate emotions, especially my own.

But as life goes on, different things light on you and you gain experience and you suddenly have a change in solid thoughts, well, not that solid cause im still a teenager, thats what we do.

Emotions makes you human. While the thought of being a vampire or a fairy or what so ever bull makes you feel powerful and makes you feel that you can do anything in the world and not being able to be caught on your mortal limits, the usual thought is that without the heartbeat that is pounding inside of you, the equal beat that qualifies you as being alive, we thought it was rare. We thought it was unique. To not own a heart, to not own feelings and emotions as it run us wild dealing with the most teeny problems in this blast world.

But truth be told, to not feel - is the most dreadful thing in the world.

As David Borenstein said, "Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions."

So if I'm feeling awful or somehow deeper than that, all I need is someone to be there.

Anddd I'll be fine once I'm awake. :)



"True silence is the rest of the mind; it is to the spirit what sleep is to the body, nourishment and refreshment."

IM HEALED! :D

im proud. im smiling. im looking forward to it.

everything went well. <3

Mongie.

broken, but im healing.

I can't breathe. Can you?

Okay forget it. I can breathe.

Click the link below for my recent song obsession! :D
Urban Delights - Electroshock

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