"Dangerous, is the man who has rationalized his emotions.

I still remember when i was younger, i used to say this : Officially, i hate having emotions.

Emotion has been causing me a lot of problems, OVER-emotional seems to be waving to me and say : "why, hello there. :D "

There are times where i really wish that i couldn't feel anything at all. Not that being able to feel is a sin, its just that i hate how emotions slips into my daily life and scare the hell out of people. When im happy im hyper and loud and cheerful people tend to freak out and run away. When im sad im emo and God its like the whole world is gonna fall apart (yeah right) people tend to freak out and run away anyway.

That concludes everything - i hate emotions, especially my own.

But as life goes on, different things light on you and you gain experience and you suddenly have a change in solid thoughts, well, not that solid cause im still a teenager, thats what we do.

Emotions makes you human. While the thought of being a vampire or a fairy or what so ever bull makes you feel powerful and makes you feel that you can do anything in the world and not being able to be caught on your mortal limits, the usual thought is that without the heartbeat that is pounding inside of you, the equal beat that qualifies you as being alive, we thought it was rare. We thought it was unique. To not own a heart, to not own feelings and emotions as it run us wild dealing with the most teeny problems in this blast world.

But truth be told, to not feel - is the most dreadful thing in the world.

As David Borenstein said, "Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions."

So if I'm feeling awful or somehow deeper than that, all I need is someone to be there.

Anddd I'll be fine once I'm awake. :)



"True silence is the rest of the mind; it is to the spirit what sleep is to the body, nourishment and refreshment."