Just can't seem to get it right - until today. ♥

It was quite refreshing to go back to school after a 3 day holiday. Short but, enough to make me realize something.

At the end of the day, I was exhausted. I came back home and just fall flat at my sofa. After yesterday's outing, I did made a decision about studying hard, balancing everything (drums and education and chores, etc.) in my life and just plain being, well, Mong Kar Mun.

Have fun while studying. Always remember to take a break. In fact, always have a break. :)

Today I wasn't feeling well. It wasn't wind in my stomach or anything. I just felt weird. Weak? My stomach feels so jumbled up and it just doesn't feel right.

I cried when Kristal hugged me.

This isn't just a hug from a friend which air can simply pass through. This was a honest, genuine hug. From someone i adore. Same goes to Nishi and Lynzie. Those hugs are the hugs that will bring you the tears or the warmth that you thought you seldom face on Earth.

Well she did.

I finally realize why i cried today.

It wasn't about my stomach. I think this too, causes why I felt that my stomach has cause me utter discomfort - MAYBE I'm just stressed out. At first it sounds so impossible. Because seriously, what kind of stress do i have? Other people don't, so why should I? I'm happy bubbly perky and everything positive.

Guess I was wrong.

A long hug was what I needed. To release that, that "phuuuuuu".

I told Adam. About the whole phuuuu thing. (thanks but no thanks, monkey boy. :P ) But I never thought it was something which made me cry. I cried in the class. Embarrassing. Now I feel like a baby. :(

Well, I have homework and today is Sejarah day. Imma go study and be any average 17 year old teenager with acne, PMS and homework to worry about.

May today remind me about why life is all about THIS.

;)

Mongie