Get out of the house! ♥

Currently listening to : Heat Dies Down - Kaiser Chiefs

Although it was afternoon, and i was still wearing my Teddy PJs so i can assume that it is still morning time. So there i went, drinking my yogurt drink, scratching my head, walking like a duck, wore my glasses, and just sit in front of the computer. And occasionally turning to my left and watch a little bit of TV.

My Kaiser Chiefs CD has been running on a loop. I've been listening it when i'm on the road, when i'm at home. Even in my head.

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Okay i'm not here just to tell you how my holidays goes. My holidays have been okay actually, I wound't have use the word 'bored to death', as it is simply impossible. If you did, congratulations. It proves two things, you are now a ghost using a computer to visit my blog and you are the first person to die of boredom in this world! :)

I'm actually crushed. OVERWHELMED.

Ever since I told my mother i have a slight chance joining MBBS, and somehow my dad know and i wasn't surprise about it, i was overwhelmed. But i still remember a few days ago i went to an education fair (NAPEI, i think) and i went to visit MAHSA too. I saw the picture of the cadaver while he was explaining. I ask lots of details and he was helpful. In the end, i look at him and i said : "So, the cadaver thing is during pre-clinical or the second phase?"

He stare at me with a straight emotionless face as if he just got a Botox!

And no, i don't mean that Simon has Botox, just the photo says it all. :P

In the end he asked me with a laugh : " Wow, you really are interested aren't you? xD "

I honestly don't know how to answer him, clearly i don't want to freak him out by saying : "Why, yes, i Googled the cadaver process and i am ready, YES SIR!" He would probably blacklist me for prevention of psychos entering medical fields.

AND I FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING THAT CAN SEND ME TO IRELAND! :D

I shall consider. x3 *yoga pose*

But today dad said something that trigger my teenage female hormones : "Have you study today? :D "

Yes, i add a smiley face because he IS smiling when he ask me that. It's not those angry daddy roar roar kinda question, it was just a simple 'have you study' question.

I just went up to my room and be those emo people. But not emo enough to post their emo-ness on Facebook every freaking seconds. Oh speaking of that, doesn't it annoy you? I mean come on, if you want to be emo, go HOME and emo good God! Of all places, you choose the place where all your friends and family are available to see what you are emo-ing about.

It's like taking up a microphone and shouting : "To all my friends and family! Yes, i am emo as shit! Oh yes, i'm emo-ing about a boy / family / relations / exams! Right here people, emo is my MIDDLE NAME!"

No offence to those people who DO, but it has to be done.

Back to me, okay i have to admit something here. It's the holidays. I just want to enjoy my holidays by reading a book, listening to music, sit till i rot or grow mushrooms on my head, have some time with friends. NOT sitting there and study YET! NOT YET!

And i think i have a problem focusing. Because i really do tried to focus and study, instead i was distracted. Multiple times. Plus with my PMS time is around, i just BOOMED! It's like i'm telling my body : "HEY! LISTEN TO ME! I WANT TO STUDY HERE! STOP DISTRACTING ME!"

The mind goes : "Kar Mun, i think you just grow a pimple there, go check it out with the compact mirror, will you?"

And there i go, sitting there with my compact mirror, analyzing my pimples!

I was so disappointed at my level of focus! GOOD GOD this is frustrating! >:(

After a disappointment-tuning nap, I sort of made myself an invisible list at the back of my head. Never make my mom worry about the stress i'm having, because today i can see that my mom KNOWS that i've been stressing about the choice of MBBS. Oddly, somehow, mothers just knew! And the most weirdest thing is? Us as daughters knew what they were worried about! :)

Second, study smart. Heck, even the guy in MAHSA told me to study smart. He must have seen thousands of crazy 'study hard' people who went NUTS for this. :D

Ah yes, the joy of holiday epiphanies. :)

Now all i want is to gather people around, sit down somewhere (i don't care where), have a drink, and just TALK. As for shopping, i shall be a good friend and give others opinions instead of BUY BUY BUY! I mean i already have enough clothes, which most of them from my mom's approval. Yes, moms have style, i kid you not. I honestly love my mom's wardrobe more than mine. =X

Well i shall stop here, enjoy your holidays people! GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!

Before you become one with your house. :P

Mongie. ♥