I'm driving. The sunlight hits the windscreen and you can feel the warmth. It was so comforting! After a blur, i'm laying down on a beautiful clean field. It was so rare because i used to prefer the rain rather than sun. But this time, i just let the sunlight hit on my face while i'm looking at the most beautiful sky I've ever seen. Clouds everywhere in random shape and sizes. Nothing beats this, i thought.
*knocks on the door*
"Mun, get up, let's have some breakfast!"
There is where everything wonderful hits a snag.
It was a dream!
It was such a beautiful dream! I have to twist around and try to sleep back to the same dream but i can't. My phone was already ringing early in the morning. The freaking birds were chirping so much that there might be a chance for me to throw a shoe at them.
But don't tell SPCA - shh. ;)
So had a semi-lunch with mom, run some errands, did some work.
A couple of minutes ago i found this website called Six Billion Secrets. Basically it's something like FML, but it's all true and heart-breaking secrets from people all around the world. Google it, if you want to visit the website, it's pretty neat.
Okay I've got to admit, i DID cry a bit while reading it. Yes I'm a hormonal teenager, and I can't do anything about it. :P
It is, at that moment i know that i am not alone. Because many of the secrets involving self-esteem and hating ourselves, seeing ourselves as the fattest people on the planet - is exactly what i feel. It's very very tiring. VERY.
To get up every single day and bring ourself down. To tell yourself you are not beautiful. To say nobody in this planet will like or love us. To believe the things that what our best friends said to us like : "You're not fat!" or "You're beautiful, God damn it!" is all just something a best friend should say.
You. Are. Wrong.
I can say this to you, honest to blog, that I've never comment or tell a person they are ugly and fat. The reason? It's because they are NOT! We are humans, we are never satisfy with ourselves. If we're 60kg, we want less. When we're 50 kg, we want an even lower weight. THUS! You are starving yourself to DEATH!
I never believe in starving.
Our body needs food to function. If people tell me to avoid food to stay thin? Imma punch them in the face and say HELL NO to giving up glorious food! *holds up the shiny pizza* :D
We. As humans. We are different. We come with different shape and sizes. To be healthy, exercise and food is the main key, and let's not forgetting laughter too.
The word 'fat' to me, is not used to refer to people. Honestly, i have never seen anything that made me automatically say "omg fat!' unless it's the yellow substance when i'm eating chicken meat.
Specially to the people who is like me, USED to think that we're fat and nobody will ever like us.
Dude and dudettes, seriously - STOP IT. NOW it occurs to me how annoying and how UNTRUE the statement is, 'nobody will like me because i'm fat'. I have SO MANY gorgeous girlfriends who still think that they are fat and they are single because there's something wrong with them, which includes them thinking they are FAT!
YOU GUYS ARE NOT FAT! And there's definitely nothing WRONG with you!
Honest to God? NOBODY IS FAT! To me, there's nothing AND NO ONE called FAT unless it's the biology name for the yellow substance in our and other creature's body!
So let's get over it! Live our live already! MOVE! Get out of the house! Join a class! Meet new people! Mingle around! Be yourself! Have a drink! Have some fun! Get under the sun! Be active!
Which is why, starting today, June 15 of the year 2010, I, Mong Kar Mun swear to never call myself fat and to be comfortable and happy with just the way i am. Yes i'm chubby - to hell with it then! Wear a bigger size of clothes and ;) I'll be just fine.
Sincerely,
Mongie. ♥
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